I haven’t updated this blog in too long! I really did have a lot I wanted to say here and there throughout the summer and during the beginning of my senior year, but every time I wanted to write, a voice in the back of my mind told me that this was a way of procrastinating when I had other, more important things to do. After September 26th when I took the LSAT, however, I have had fewer excuses not to write. And so I am back from my blogging hiatus.
Ideally, I’d like people to read my blog and learn about my experiences, but more than anything, I’m blogging for myself. As someone who kept a diary surprisingly consistently for 8 years while growing up, I have missed writing down my thoughts for my future self and saving the memories I am making forever. From now on, even if I don’t have much time to write a lot, I will at least write a short update about what is happening in my life. One thing I have come to realize is that writing something impressive is not nearly as important as writing something at all. If I hold onto my thoughts for too long, more often than not I forget many things that would have been worth jotting down, however briefly.
So what’s happened since this summer?
I started my senior year of college. I got the stomach flu the Tuesday before the Saturday LSAT and ended up in the ER of the local hospital on Thursday. Although I was weak and worn, I decided to take the LSAT anyway. As I had expected, the logic games section was my hardest section, but overall, I felt about as good as I did on the practice tests. Interestingly, what I had dreaded materialized when I turned to the first page of the test and it was the logic games, but that section turned out to be fairly easy compared to the practice ones, and it boosted my confidence about the rest of the test instead of dampening it. When I got to the second logic games section, I realized that the first one had to have been the experimental section, but at least I got a little more practice on the LG before doing that section because of the experimental section.
I received a 171 on the LSAT. I was aiming for a 172, but because I was sick, a 171 is acceptable. I can only wonder what my score would have been if I hadn’t been sick, since I didn’t study during the last 3 days before the test.
I submitted all of my law school applications between October 25th and October 28th. I was extremely happy to finally be done with that part of my life. On November 4th, I received an acceptance email from Duke Law, so at least I know for a fact now that I’m going to law schoo! Woohoo!
Since receiving my acceptance, I have definitely let myself procrastinate on my work more than I have in past years. Friends still insist that I work abnormally hard, but I really wouldn’t say so. Last night, I went rock climbing, played ultimate frisbee, and got free food from my school’s “Battle of the Late Night Foods.” Today, I spent two hours getting dinner with my suitemates from sophomore year, and then spent another hour watching Cinderella II and III (don’t ask, I stumbled upon them on youtube). By the looks of it, I probably won’t get anything done tonight either.
One constant source of procrastination through my college years has been online shopping or window shopping. In fact, I have started putting together an Anthropologie Christmas wishlist. I adore several of their current online items, but I’m also very aware that Anthro is getting pricier every year. I remember days when many blouses could be found for $68, but now most of the blouses are hovering around the $98 to $118 range. Some of this increase may be attributed to inflation or changes in the fabric used in the winter collection, but the prices are beginning to move entirely out of what I can afford! And yet, many of their items are so temptingly and deliciously covetable. I practically drooled over the following items:
![Always a Lady Skirt Always a Lady Skirt](https://ozevolving.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/anthropologie-always-a-lady-skirt-11-15-09.jpg?w=201&h=300)
Angora Anthropologie skirt with nylon lining.
Isn’t this skirt gorgeous? Not only does it evoke the grace and elegance of a sophisticate with its painted and appliqued floral design and slate-blue background, it is also warm for the winter, and the reviews indicate that it is of high quality.
![Anthropologie Stargazer Sweater Anthropologie Stargazer Sweater](https://ozevolving.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/anthropologie-stargazer-sweater.jpg?w=201&h=300)
A cozy, shapely, one-of-a-kind sweater.
This sweater looks perfect for chilly nights, with or without an overcoat. The tapered sleeves are fitted at the forearm to keep cold air out, while the eye-catching floral design adds greater appeal to the already shapely cut. The wooden buttons and wide collar are also cute details that make this sweater unique.
![Anthropologie Rare Bloom Tee Anthropologie Rare Bloom Tee](https://ozevolving.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/11/anthropologie-rare-bloom-tee.jpg?w=201&h=300)
A delicate, feminine top to wear under a cardigan.
This top epitomizes understated elegance with its feminine, soft, pink hue and lovely draping. This would look great with dangling crystal earrings with gold studs, a soft gray cardigan, and wide-leg trousers or jeans.
This piece juxtaposes several neutral, earthy tones in order to confer upon its wearer an unassuming aura of peace, oneness with nature, and dignity–all while keeping her warm and cozy. Not only is it attractive, this cardigan is also versatile. It can be worn with jeans and flats, or with a skirt and tights in the fall, winter, or early spring.
The above are just a few of the many pieces (13) that I have added to my wishlist. They’re all pricey, but I feel like I deserve a little reward for finishing my Fulbright and law school applications and getting into Duke. I honestly haven’t celebrated any of these accomplishments properly. I’m finding myself to be a bit of a homebody, going out very few times this semester, but what can I say–I’m not a drinker and it’s too cold to venture willingly outside after hours. My idea of a relaxing night is having a deep, personal conversation catching up with a friend one-on-one, relaxing with half a glass of wine, and reading a captivating novel in bed until I feel my lids becoming heavy. Perhaps this makes me lame. Perhaps this makes me too old for my age. But, that’s just who I am.
What else should I quickly get into this entry before going to bed? The freshman are looking younger than ever before. I’ve been told that I couldn’t pass for 18 (oh no, am I looking old already?!), and I have been dreaming more than ever of my future in law school. As much as I can’t wait for law school, one of the things I’m looking forward to the most is living in the same house/apartment for three years. As a homebody, I enjoy being able to fully unpack and decorate my living area. However, since I have been moving to a different location on campus every year as a undergraduate, I haven’t fulfilled my need to nest. Although it might be a bit premature to say all of this will happen, I can’t wait to live with my bf, make the new apartment truly homey, and adopt kittens after this year!
That’s one thing I’ve been realizing about myself, over and over–no matter what’s happening at present, I’m always looking forward to the future. This has been true almost as far back as I can remember. In middle school, it was remaking myself at my new school in CT and developing physically (I was always the shortest, skinniest kid in my grade until 6th grade). In high school, I was looking forward to getting my driver’s license, making my own money, and going off to college. In college, it was getting to know all these new people, taking exciting classes, and studying abroad. Now, it’s going to law school and the things I mentioned before. And I’m already looking forward to having my own house and raising beautiful children 5-10 years into the future. I’ve even started a word document for things to remember when raising my kids.
Pretty much, my outlook on life in the past 10 years has been that life keeps getting better and better. I like that about myself. Let’s hope this continues.